Never in my wildest dream that I will be so crazy idolizing a celebrity as in never. Well, before, I really idolize a volleybelle but as time goes by it changes. And right now, I’m really in love (not in a romantic way lol) but in a fangirling way to Maine “Yaya Dub” Mendoza. Idk why, some people says that “Ano ba yan bat mo ba yan iniidolo eh nagda-dubsmash lang naman yan”. “Tigilan mo na nga yang kakaidolo mo kay Maine wala ka namang mapapala dyan eh.” Actually I heard those kind of lines so many times from my parents but that’s their opinion and I can never ever change that thing but it never stops me to idolize Maine. Idk, well because I really love her but one thing is for sure, Maine Mendoza is my happy pill hihi. She didn’t know how much I’m happy whenever I saw her tweets, her ig posts, her work of art (I mean her blog), her snaps, her smiling face, everything about her makes me happy plus the fact that she’s just a simple woman dreamed someday that her dreams will do come true. 

I may not be the sweetest, prettiest, richest (or whatever adjective you can describe) fangirl of Maine Mendoza but I will be the type of fangirl who will support her whatever happens. A type of fangirl who will be so happy on things that makes her happy. A type of fangirl who will be sad on things that makes her sad. A type of fangirl who I will not get tired of mentioning or tweeting her on twitter just to notice me. A type of fangirl who I will make Maine as my inspiration in pursuing my career. And a type of fangirl who will be her last fan standing supporting Maine till the end.

Maine/Meng/Nicomaine, hindi mo man ako mapansin sa ig, sa twitter, or kahit sa snapchat pero wag kang mag-alala hinding-hindi pa rin magbabago yung pagmamahal ko sayo bilang isang taga-hanga mo. This words is not enough to express my fangirl feelings to you. But all I can say is, I will always love you and your flaws till my last breath. 

 - Patricia Ortega