Memory of him

I’m the luckiest because I tend to meet you even on a shortest time. Four months is a long time for me. To share with you all the things about me and to share also the things about you. I’ll miss the days we have our road trips. The corny jokes you blurt out just to make me happy. Our endless talk on some random things that’s getting out of our mouth. The endless food trips we took on different fast food chains, fancy restaurants, and on the side walks. I will also miss the time you gave me the necklace that has a cross pendant. And what I miss the most is your presence, your presence that realizes me I’m worth it. You made me realized that I’m beautiful in my own special way.

Now, as I’m standing beside your grave I wiped my tears that streaming down on my face.

“Hi, I miss you so much” as I said on the air.
“I know you’re now with God and you will be our guardian angel. I will always miss you, love you and will never forget you. Take a rest now my dear, rest in peace.”

After I said that, I feel the cold air that makes me shiver and makes my eyes close; just feeling the warmth. I know, I know you’re here beside me, hugging me for one last time. Then I get back to my car, leave the place, and start the year without him.